Sunday, February 11, 2007

84th Entry

Had reunion dinner yesterday. Early right? Haha. Though it was at a coffeeshop at Jurong East, but the food was great, with 8 dishes + dessert. Was telling Xue Na and others if there would be crabs for my reunion dinner and the dinner really consist of crabs!!! Even had 2 types! Chilli and pepper~ Haha. Simply love food though it was kind of troublesome to eat the crabs.

Well, the dinner turned out to be much more better than what I expected. There were 2 tables, having the adults sitting at 1 table and 11 youths at the other table. I was really 'woah' aft the dinner because what I feel was, for my dad's side cousins, we need lots of time to warm up before we could really start to chat as we seldom meet up unless there's any festive season etc. BUT!!! To my surprise, everyone became more out-spoken and chatted alot tgt. Time really flies fast. Everyone has grown up, with some being more stylish, out-spoken, taller etc. Haha~ Guess we need to have more gatherings to strengthen the bonds between each other and i guess the next gathering would be Chinese New Year!!!


Oh ya, abit random, on Thursday morning at 7am, I was wakened up by my mum in a shock! Really got shocked in my whole life because she told me that my malay babysitter, who is like a dad to me, died in the morning at 4am of heart attack. I was like, "Huh?!?!" Kept asking Mum to triple confirm and making sure I'm not dreaming. But it was real, my heart totally sank very deeply! I jumped out of my bed, washed up quickly before going up to his house and pay him the last visit. At that time, my mind was totally blank, what I've studied for Biz Law was gone. How am I going to concentrate for my Biz Law paper! Haizz.

Upon reaching his house with Dad & Mum, my heart starts to beat even faster. Yes, I'm scared but still, I insisted on seeing him. When we entered his room, 'Ma' and "'Granny' were sitting besides him, with him lying on bed emotionless. I kept telling myself not to cry but I couldn't control my teargates when 'Ma' kept saying, "Doreen, come sayang 'Pa' etc... ", and I went forward to stroke on his forehead a few times. More tears flowing down my cheeks when 'Ma' said some stuffs about the times when he looks after my sisters and me when we were young etc. Sigh sigh. It has been a lonnnnng time since I cried so badly!

I was kind of affected the whole day, though I kept telling myself to focus on Biz Law. Lets just hope I wldn't fail my Biz Law. Couldn't really concentrate for the whole day, even at night, I kept having the pictures of him in my mind, couldn't accept the fact. Haii. But, now I'm better, accepting the truth and in God's prayer, I hope his family would be fine and may he rest in peace. Thx to some frens who cheer me up tt day, even at night 1am++ cos' I'm scared and still in shock. And I learnt to cherish the ppl ard me even more, before having any regrets. So ppl, do treasure all those ard u too! =))

On a happier note, together with Shi Hui & Aggie, we had a mini birthday celebration for Rosalind on Thursday after our paper. And on Friday which we had our last paper, we went to New York and had a surprise birthday celebration for her. Shan't go into details cos it would take a long time to say out all. But one of the main thing is the candy floss there do entertain us alot. Haha. Great day with endless fun and laughters.


I think I didn't mention this before, when I got to know my attachment is at Suntec Tower 4 which is near Carrefour, I was like,"Oh man!! So far!!! Arghh. Hate it and ppl better don't block my way during peak hour." Haha. The journey from Cityhall station to Tower 4 takes about 20 mintues as we (Doreen Lim, Grace, me) went for a trial walk to and fro yesterday. Pray hard that during these 2 months, I need not have marathon and reach the company sweating/panting. Haha. One more thing to add on, I'm excited for my friends' attachment tmr and I don't why too, maybe wanting to know how's their work like etc. Lets now jia you for IPP! ^^

Ok, that's all folks. This entry is abit long, messy and not organized I know. =\ And for once, didn't out today partly due to laziness and elder sister/Kah Hui isn't free to go out and so shall rest at home. =]

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, ROSALIND! muacks~
-8th February-

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